dear ravensen,
this won't be a formal one so don't expect much about this crappy letter, ayt? ok.
you're the kind of person i could hang out with and never get bored. you're one
of the craziest people i know, but then, there's something different about you
that seperates you from the others. do you get me? i know you do. hahaha!
when we talk on the phone, there's never a dull moment. and i thank you for that.
there are only a few people in the world who can talk on the phone for hours without
running out of stories to tell, and you're one of them. you're always there when i
need someone-when i have depression attacks, when i need someone to talk to, someone
to hangout with or just plain company, and i really really love you for that. oh, and
thank you for the lollipop. you really know my weakness. i know that this won't last
long, so umm.. im thanking you now incase. everything, thank you. you could've been
perfect if.. never mind. i just hate thinking about it. anyway, this isn't really suppose
to be a goodbye letter, it's suppose to be a thank you one. but, i don't know. let's see
what'll happen to us.. let's see. i miss you so much.
dazed,
001807
Mea, 17, o1/18/9o, rebel, day dreamer, starbucks addict, music lover, wants to know what heaven and hell really is, stars, gadgets, chocolates, lollipops, snoopy, stuffed toys, animals, chooses a field where you can see a lot of stars rather than a beach looking at sunset, forum maniac, doesn't really know how to hate people, really bad in math T_T
Monday, September 24, 2007
where did pete wentz?
ok.. got the title from angelica's FOB concert folder in multiply. hehe.
anyway, i still have the hangover, i couldn't believe that FOB was right in front of me playing.
..and now, i'm looking for cool videoes of them, and yeah, i too noticed that Pete is the one you'll notice immediately. Before, i wasn't much of a fan, but now, HAHAHA! i search for videos of him, i'm gonna rewatch season 3 of one tree hill (he's fuckin' there! my fave episodes!), i look at his clandestine site, his buzz account.. so yeah, go figure. HAHA!
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JC (my friend from new zea) IMed me in YM a while ago while I was invisible.. here's how our conversation went.
JC: Heya, Mea! I know you're invisible! hahahahaha..
Mea: Whut? How'd you know? :|
JC: I'm a psychic!
Mea: Uhuh, more of a psycho! hehe. what's up, brutha? :P
JC: Nothing much, I miss you guys already. How's Paulo? :)
Mea: I dunno, haven't seen or spoke to him in ages. :)) How are you and Cammy?
JC: We've just finished the lust stage :))
Mea: HAHAHAHA!! just now? after 3 years of being together?? =)) =))
JC: Well, yeah. You know how Cammy is. =))
Mea: ASSHOLE! you're the slut! =))
end of convo.. =))
wala lang. i find it funny when i talk to JC. =))
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Bored during dynarel class.
LABEL ME...NOT!
Bitch Beach, anyone? ;)
ok, this one's after class. it was still raining hard so we went to the caf. (ate jelly eating her weenies.)
anyway, i still have the hangover, i couldn't believe that FOB was right in front of me playing.
..and now, i'm looking for cool videoes of them, and yeah, i too noticed that Pete is the one you'll notice immediately. Before, i wasn't much of a fan, but now, HAHAHA! i search for videos of him, i'm gonna rewatch season 3 of one tree hill (he's fuckin' there! my fave episodes!), i look at his clandestine site, his buzz account.. so yeah, go figure. HAHA!
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JC (my friend from new zea) IMed me in YM a while ago while I was invisible.. here's how our conversation went.
JC: Heya, Mea! I know you're invisible! hahahahaha..
Mea: Whut? How'd you know? :|
JC: I'm a psychic!
Mea: Uhuh, more of a psycho! hehe. what's up, brutha? :P
JC: Nothing much, I miss you guys already. How's Paulo? :)
Mea: I dunno, haven't seen or spoke to him in ages. :)) How are you and Cammy?
JC: We've just finished the lust stage :))
Mea: HAHAHAHA!! just now? after 3 years of being together?? =)) =))
JC: Well, yeah. You know how Cammy is. =))
Mea: ASSHOLE! you're the slut! =))
end of convo.. =))
wala lang. i find it funny when i talk to JC. =))
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Bored during dynarel class.
LABEL ME...NOT!
ok, this one's after class. it was still raining hard so we went to the caf. (ate jelly eating her weenies.)
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs
It's Manila's Time To Go Crazy!
FOB's concert last night o9/21/o7 was motherfuckin' awesome! i went with lizzie and wowie. we really had a great time! i'm still having a hang over coz of them. pete's hott, and somehow arrogant! HAHA! i wanted his shirt and pick. demmet. our seats were good enough, upper A10-12. the view was close enough [thanks mum!]. WE WERE CRAZY! we kept jumping and screaming like hell!! it was a fun event, but the ugly part is when it ended so soon. BITIN, PARE. but it was all worth it. i wish to see them again sometime, if not in the 3rd world country, in another part of the world. there were some songs they played that i don't know, so after the concert, when we went home, i downloaded all their 4 albums in torrent. from their debut album, evening out with your girlfriend upto their latest, which is infinity on high. I'm currently trying to memorize the songs in infinity on high first. HAHA! *fangirl mode* PETE!!! HOTT! ..sorry. i just needed to let it out, again. =)) back to the infinity on high album, apparently they have some more kick ass songs that i wasn't able to notice before, and i'm loving it. and speaking, PUTANGINA!! I'm like a lawyer with the way i'm always trying to get you off (me&you) has an mtv na! PUTANGINA! ayoko! it's gonna be released on MTV sooner or later. PUTANGINA! AYOKO! ITS MY FAVE SONG! PUTANG INA TALAGA! I LOVE FOB!vid of I'm like a lawyer with the way i'm always trying to get you off (me&you)
Labels: fall out boy, music
Friday, September 07, 2007
love.. say what?
'commitment, you can choose naman eh' ika nga ni tin militante.
im really confused right now, bout him.. and by another him. most of you know about the other guy.. yes, the half aussie friend of mine. but none of you knows that i kinda like another guy.
this other guy, ive known for sometime now.. and he likes another girl. and im uber happy for him. but the thing is, i cant help but smile whenever i think about him. and i want it to stop.. as in right now. can someone help me make it stop?
call
1-800-Make-it-stop
then this aussie guy, who'm i always tease about him being gay depsite the manly attitude. which isn't true really. he's really straight, i just tease him that coz he's yeah, manly. hahaha! the fact that something weird happened yesterday, it made me like him more. but i need to keep it as a secret. i want to tease him more pa. and if he finds out that i like him too, he's gonna tease me for like, forever.
a few of you guys also know that i don't believe in courtship. kung gusto niyo ang isa't isa, then kayo. that's what i believe, coz in either way, you'll still see that person the way he is. gets?
back to what i was just saying.. i don't want 'aussie' to know i like him too. daym. gaaah. i still remember yesterday, and its making me all giddy and happy and everything in between. can't stop smiling today, demmet. jeez. thankgahd i wont see him for the next couple of days.. he's in australia! hahaha!
im still confused.. and i still want ice cream.
im really confused right now, bout him.. and by another him. most of you know about the other guy.. yes, the half aussie friend of mine. but none of you knows that i kinda like another guy.
this other guy, ive known for sometime now.. and he likes another girl. and im uber happy for him. but the thing is, i cant help but smile whenever i think about him. and i want it to stop.. as in right now. can someone help me make it stop?
call
1-800-Make-it-stop
then this aussie guy, who'm i always tease about him being gay depsite the manly attitude. which isn't true really. he's really straight, i just tease him that coz he's yeah, manly. hahaha! the fact that something weird happened yesterday, it made me like him more. but i need to keep it as a secret. i want to tease him more pa. and if he finds out that i like him too, he's gonna tease me for like, forever.
a few of you guys also know that i don't believe in courtship. kung gusto niyo ang isa't isa, then kayo. that's what i believe, coz in either way, you'll still see that person the way he is. gets?
back to what i was just saying.. i don't want 'aussie' to know i like him too. daym. gaaah. i still remember yesterday, and its making me all giddy and happy and everything in between. can't stop smiling today, demmet. jeez. thankgahd i wont see him for the next couple of days.. he's in australia! hahaha!
im still confused.. and i still want ice cream.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
survey
it's been a while since ive done one. hehe. thanks edjie for teh survey!
1. Full Name: Pauline Camea Pilarta Figueras
2. Nicknames: Mea, Mace, Meilin, Penguin, Pan, Figs, Snoopy, Sniper, Kaz.. a lot more!
3. Birthday: January 18, 1990
4. Place of Birth: Manila
5. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
6. Male or female: Female
7. Year: College Frosh
8. School: DLS-CSB
9. Occupation: student and professional bum
10. Residence: there's one in QC, one in Ilocos, and one in Manila. :) go figure.
11. Best Bud: e/pals
__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Colour: brown? bronze? not sure. ahha!
13. Hair Length: sorta long
14. Eye colour: blackish brown
15. Shoe size: 4 1/2 - 5
16. Height: not sure. :P
17. Braces? done
18. Glasses? sometimes
19. Piercings: 3 on my right ear, 2 on my left
20. Tattoos: wait til i reach 18! :>
21. Righty or Lefty: righty
___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: princess florentino and pola del monte
23. First Award: i don't remember
24. First Sport: kickball
25. First pet: dogs.
26. First Kiss: ...camille?! where are you? =))
27. First Concert: music museum, nagsstart palang 6cycle and sponge nun. :>
28. First Lie: do you expect me to remember that?
___ Favorites___
29. Movie: my sassy girl
30. TV program: so you think you can dance, csi, one tree hill
31. Colour: green and black
32. Rapper: none
33. Singer: right now, zac efron. haha!
34. Song Right Now: home by michael buble and it takes two by zac efron
35. Friend: xatu cubs, e/pals, pals, tropa, pdaoy, dv7, trees, gabeer, alpha chupapi
36. Sweets: lollipops
37. Sport to Play: badminton and anything that requires a bat and a mitt
38. Restaurant: craving for kfc right now!
39. Favourite brand: fob? incubus!
40. Store: any. :)
42. Animal: dogs
43. Book: i don't have a favorite. :)
44. Magazine: Candy mag
45. Shoes: chucks, heels, wedges
___Currently___
46. Feeling: normal
47. Single or Taken? single and taken! xD
48. Have a crush: yup.. i guess. OO!! santiago cabrera! woohoo!
49. Eating: santol. haha!
50. Drinking: water.
51. Typing: yah-duh!
52. Online? yup!
53. Listening To: the aircon sounds.. :))
54. Thinking: about the debate tomorrow
55. Wanting To: to have a dslr
56. Watching: my laptop. haha! labo.
57. Wearing: snoopy shirt and short shorts
___Your Future___
58. Want Kids? yup. 2 kids. :P
59. Want to be married? maybe
60. Careers in Mind: graphic designer and professional photographer oh! and interior designer!
61. Where do you want to live: new zealand or japan or australia! :)
62. Car: any porsche :>
__Which is Better With The Opposite
Sex___
63. Hair colour: any will do as long as its not white. teehee.
64. Hair length: short or long [upto armpit length only]
65. Eye colour: any. :)
66. Measurments: of what?
67. Cute or Sexy: both? [hi bryce! hehe]
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes.
69. Hugs or Kisses: both.
70. Short or Tall: any?
71. Easygoing or serious: a little of both
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: a little of both
73. Fatty or Skinny: skinny.. [hi again bryce! =))]
74. Sensitive or Loud: both but more of loud. haha.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: hook up siguro.. pero pwede din relationship. haha.
76. Sweet or Caring: caring.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: both with a little more of the trouble maker kind
___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: nope
79. Had Alcohol: a lot! hahaha!
80. Smoked: tried
81. Ran Away From Home: yep, towards the clubhouse! haha!
82. Broken a bone: nope.
83. Got an X-ray: a lot.
84. Been with someone: be specific..
85. Broken Someone’s Heart: yeah. hahaha! hi tim! =))
86. Broke Up With Someone: hi tim! =))
87. Cried When Someone Died: yep.
88. Cried At School: yeah, oh gohd,
___Do You Believe In___
89. God: kinda
90. Miracles: yep
91. Love At first site? neh. crush at first site lang.
93. Aliens: no
94. Soul Mates: no
95. Heaven:i dont know
96. Hell: i dont know either
97. Angels: same goes here
98. Kissing on The First Date: a peck siguro
99. Horoscopes:sometimes.
___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is There Someone You Want But You
Know You Can't have?: yes.
1. Full Name: Pauline Camea Pilarta Figueras
2. Nicknames: Mea, Mace, Meilin, Penguin, Pan, Figs, Snoopy, Sniper, Kaz.. a lot more!
3. Birthday: January 18, 1990
4. Place of Birth: Manila
5. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
6. Male or female: Female
7. Year: College Frosh
8. School: DLS-CSB
9. Occupation: student and professional bum
10. Residence: there's one in QC, one in Ilocos, and one in Manila. :) go figure.
11. Best Bud: e/pals
__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Colour: brown? bronze? not sure. ahha!
13. Hair Length: sorta long
14. Eye colour: blackish brown
15. Shoe size: 4 1/2 - 5
16. Height: not sure. :P
17. Braces? done
18. Glasses? sometimes
19. Piercings: 3 on my right ear, 2 on my left
20. Tattoos: wait til i reach 18! :>
21. Righty or Lefty: righty
___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: princess florentino and pola del monte
23. First Award: i don't remember
24. First Sport: kickball
25. First pet: dogs.
26. First Kiss: ...camille?! where are you? =))
27. First Concert: music museum, nagsstart palang 6cycle and sponge nun. :>
28. First Lie: do you expect me to remember that?
___ Favorites___
29. Movie: my sassy girl
30. TV program: so you think you can dance, csi, one tree hill
31. Colour: green and black
32. Rapper: none
33. Singer: right now, zac efron. haha!
34. Song Right Now: home by michael buble and it takes two by zac efron
35. Friend: xatu cubs, e/pals, pals, tropa, pdaoy, dv7, trees, gabeer, alpha chupapi
36. Sweets: lollipops
37. Sport to Play: badminton and anything that requires a bat and a mitt
38. Restaurant: craving for kfc right now!
39. Favourite brand: fob? incubus!
40. Store: any. :)
42. Animal: dogs
43. Book: i don't have a favorite. :)
44. Magazine: Candy mag
45. Shoes: chucks, heels, wedges
___Currently___
46. Feeling: normal
47. Single or Taken? single and taken! xD
48. Have a crush: yup.. i guess. OO!! santiago cabrera! woohoo!
49. Eating: santol. haha!
50. Drinking: water.
51. Typing: yah-duh!
52. Online? yup!
53. Listening To: the aircon sounds.. :))
54. Thinking: about the debate tomorrow
55. Wanting To: to have a dslr
56. Watching: my laptop. haha! labo.
57. Wearing: snoopy shirt and short shorts
___Your Future___
58. Want Kids? yup. 2 kids. :P
59. Want to be married? maybe
60. Careers in Mind: graphic designer and professional photographer oh! and interior designer!
61. Where do you want to live: new zealand or japan or australia! :)
62. Car: any porsche :>
__Which is Better With The Opposite
Sex___
63. Hair colour: any will do as long as its not white. teehee.
64. Hair length: short or long [upto armpit length only]
65. Eye colour: any. :)
66. Measurments: of what?
67. Cute or Sexy: both? [hi bryce! hehe]
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes.
69. Hugs or Kisses: both.
70. Short or Tall: any?
71. Easygoing or serious: a little of both
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: a little of both
73. Fatty or Skinny: skinny.. [hi again bryce! =))]
74. Sensitive or Loud: both but more of loud. haha.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: hook up siguro.. pero pwede din relationship. haha.
76. Sweet or Caring: caring.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: both with a little more of the trouble maker kind
___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: nope
79. Had Alcohol: a lot! hahaha!
80. Smoked: tried
81. Ran Away From Home: yep, towards the clubhouse! haha!
82. Broken a bone: nope.
83. Got an X-ray: a lot.
84. Been with someone: be specific..
85. Broken Someone’s Heart: yeah. hahaha! hi tim! =))
86. Broke Up With Someone: hi tim! =))
87. Cried When Someone Died: yep.
88. Cried At School: yeah, oh gohd,
___Do You Believe In___
89. God: kinda
90. Miracles: yep
91. Love At first site? neh. crush at first site lang.
93. Aliens: no
94. Soul Mates: no
95. Heaven:i dont know
96. Hell: i dont know either
97. Angels: same goes here
98. Kissing on The First Date: a peck siguro
99. Horoscopes:sometimes.
___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is There Someone You Want But You
Know You Can't have?: yes.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
hello, world!
so tired. so bangag.. some of my blockmates were here a while ago [jelly, peej, juvie, goldz, cat, nem, justin] to practice for our gepsych.. well just the first 5 people i mentioned. the practice was better than before, coz before, there were a lot of distractions. now.. we just have 2 distractions na lang.. haha joke lang!
basta kanina was fun. we played around after eating, which was after practice. ang gulo sobra. as in. lahat sinapian..
main highlight ng araw ko:
•slide.. err.. rather fall of jelly sa cheerleading stunt.
•hairstylin' the guys sa block ko.
•laughtrip moments.
•eating moments.
•fart moments ng blockmates na pumunta dito. eeew guys! hahahaha!
basta kanina was fun. we played around after eating, which was after practice. ang gulo sobra. as in. lahat sinapian..
main highlight ng araw ko:
•slide.. err.. rather fall of jelly sa cheerleading stunt.
•hairstylin' the guys sa block ko.
•laughtrip moments.
•eating moments.
•fart moments ng blockmates na pumunta dito. eeew guys! hahahaha!
hello, starshine!
new shoutbox: CHECK
new song: CHECK
good posts: ENNNKK!
been busy since school started.. thanks to school, i'm sick. *yeah am sick.. coz am hot.* haha yaaak!
anyway, bambi-love and i are chatting shit again. shit as in the good type. hahaha! everythings so funny. i miss her so much.
new song: CHECK
good posts: ENNNKK!
been busy since school started.. thanks to school, i'm sick. *yeah am sick.. coz am hot.* haha yaaak!
anyway, bambi-love and i are chatting shit again. shit as in the good type. hahaha! everythings so funny. i miss her so much.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
baby got back
hey, yo! i'm back.. i guess.
i need to update this again. sheeesh. i miss blogging like hell. but i so have no time coz im doing iskul bukol.. if you know what i mean. haha! jaaaazzz kidding! imma update this soon.. and get a new chatterbox. daym. for the 3rd time, man.
i need to change my multiply's layout too. imma create my own, man. yeheey! same as this one! :P
i need to update this again. sheeesh. i miss blogging like hell. but i so have no time coz im doing iskul bukol.. if you know what i mean. haha! jaaaazzz kidding! imma update this soon.. and get a new chatterbox. daym. for the 3rd time, man.
i need to change my multiply's layout too. imma create my own, man. yeheey! same as this one! :P